I did have intention to write stuff. I still have. I just don't get started on it.

If nothing else, I would like to expand Chaz since that is my favorite. Its sequel I have never thought up far. I'd like to expand Chaz into size of a book. Right now it is lenght of a short book. I'd like it to be somewhere about two to three times in lengths as it is now. I have been recently reading it again so I could possibly do so and I find many parts which I could include and write more of parts that are in there.

I also see how bad I was/am at writing. My english is partially quite terrible. The way I tell the story is not good either. For example when important thing comes up, it just sort of appears and there is nothing to bring the feeling that "this is important". It feels really bad read it. I'm feeling almost nauseous that I have let such scribble be here online for everyone to read. Fortunatly no one visits and reads these.